You're 6'5" I'm 5'6"
Why am I writing this here? You don't read these things, but I can't tell my friends, since I've proclaimed to be perfectly disconnected in our lovely FWB relationship. But I need an outlet... I have this fear of losing you, our friendship and the that we've developed. You are unbelievably special to me and even the thought of being in a relationship with you scares me, because some day you may get tired and walk away. I just want us to be happy and forever stay in this bliss that we are in. I hate being away from you, when you beautiful couple want flirt xxx dating service hold me I , I feel protected and have never met anyone I thought was perfect for me in so many ways. I love when you tell me I'm beautiful, how much you love my skin, my eyes...my imperfections. It's complicated. I love you as a friend, though to say "I love you more than a friend" out loud scares me, but it's how I feel (shhhh..). Can't believe I even typed that. I can't say any of this to your face because it makes me seem weak. I hate feeling weak. I just wanted you to know that I am happy waiting for you - it gives me the chance to learn who you are. Our lives may find different paths; we may grow families of our own, but you will always be my soul mate, there has to be a reason we keep being drawn together after so many years. Over and over again, in so many random ways. What will be, will be. . .