I can't wait to spend time together w4m
Since I can't stop thinking about you - my investigative skills are starting to scare me - I found a website you went to 6 years ago for depression... I figure (and hope) you are much better now but I know what you have gone /are going through sometimes? And maybe I'm starting to figure out why we don't talk much...why you had to say goodbye....now I feel I have been selfish....No matter what, I love you. It is bad timing for me too right now - everyday I fantasize about being in your arms but we live so far apart for now and we both have school loans to think of paying back and a future to secure, and for me at least, to secure a safe, happy future for my parents too ...but I dream that one day - rather, I promise if everything happened just right so we could be together, and you wanted to be with me, I promise I'd never leave you....If I knew whether you felt the same about me ..I'd settle for being patient until that day, concentrating on what I need to do now confident that it will all work out for us. In the same time, I do want the best for you and for you to be happy, I want someone that you deserve who will make you happy for the rest of your life - whomever that will be - I just would really like to know now how you feel so I know what to do with my thoughts...if you aren't sure, at least I wish I could chat with you from time to time. I miss you terribly. I miss your voice - maybe a voicemail? It's hard for me to use the much now :/